Jesse Santoyo

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Writing a song…

So one of the reasons for being here in Nashville was to work on becoming a better song writer. I’ve never been musically trained. Nor do I have the best formula to write songs. I learned in the hood. From 18th place and Damen in Pilsen to the Southside of Chicago. I wrote down my thoughts, my everyday experiences. I listened and continue to listen to many artists, bands and composers. My greatest musical hero is Ruben Blades. He’s a story teller and puts music to his words. He is brilliant in how he communicates thru the art of music.

I grew up listening to Depeche Mode, U2, the Doors, and many latin artists. One day I decided I’d give it a shot and I would write a song. Whether it was a good song or not, I wrote what I called my first song. I picked up and old guitar figured out how to play it and bam!! There was no stopping me after that. Since then I’ve been writing. Trying to get better, trying to learn better ways to communicate what’s going on in head in beating fast in my heart. I don’t know too many songwriters here in Nashville yet, but I am hoping to eventually collaborate with some artists and hope they will invite me into their world of song writing. I have lots to learn so I have my pencil and notebook ready to write and begin.

HERE is some of the stuff I’ve written. Take a look around, listen and let me know what you think. I’ve got tons and tons of ideas and songs ready to be crafted and produced.  Any song writers out there wanna hang and write? Hit me up on facebook or follow me on twitter and drop me a line.

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As a songwriter, if you can touch people and make them feel a little less alone in the world, then you’ve done your job.
Tom Cochrane

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20.5 days of Food? or God?

21 days of no meat, no breads and no sweets, no soda nor juice. I chose to give those things up for 21 days. I made it to 20.5 days. I gotta say I’m proud of myself. I’ve never really done anything like this.  Reina and I took on this fast and didn’t know what to expect. It’s crazy how much we make food a comfort drug. It seemed like every food I decided to give up became exaggerated in my mind. A burger seemed twice as big and juicy. Wanted to try and cut as many corners as I could. Reina was tough. She stuck it thru!!!  On days when I was feelin down and out I kept thinking, if I can only have a  a huge steak!!!! Crazy eh? Went to the food first.  I learned alot in these 20.5 days. Alot about myself. My human and spiritual  mind and heart. The thought that I was willing to give it up so many days into the fast, for the pleasure of eating something, that probably wasn’t gonna be good for me to begin with and break my commitment.  I thought we’d never make it, but we did.

The day it ended I had a chicken philly cheese sandwich with a Coke…I gotta tell you. I felt disgusting! LOL. I have no desire for Coke like before, Nor starchy foods. I lost a few pounds and feel great. I am encouraged to stay healthy physically and spiritually. I recommend it!!! Take a challenge. It will show you alot about yourself and put so many things in prospective. And it sets you up for things you’ve been trying to do. Trust me.  I didn’t get a prize at the end, didn’t get a guarantee into the hall of faith, nor the things I’ve been hoping for. Nor an applause, But it did give me a glimpse of the new person I am becoming. Fresh start, fresh approach, fresh vision, and a fresh salmon steak I will have for dinner tonight :)

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We…

We constantly ask. We constantly want more. We constantly…We constantly… While you sit beside your bed and pray for more…Someone across the ocean is asking to see another day…While we are sitting infront of our TV on our couch, someone down the road hopes tomorrow they’ll sleep under a roof . While some of us complain about our bank accounts, our search for a more successful career, someone in another state hopes to see their child turn 10. We all have needs and wants. We all have emergencies. We all have________________. Sometimes It’s the little things that matter. Sometimes it’s the little things that make us successful. Sometimes it’s the little things that lead to greater things. Sometimes we just have to be grateful for those little things.  In times of trouble I pray to face it with courage. In times of need I pray I can help others. In time of desperation I pray I can surrender all my worries. In times of sufferring I pray I suffer well and give Glory to the creator. In times of abundance and success, I pray that I may be wise and do the right thing… Just  a simple crossroad thought…

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Art and Decor by Reinalisa…

Check it out…Here’s a sneak peek at some of Reinalisa’s(my wife) art work. These items are not for sale…yet.  But please let us know your thoughts…I’ll get some Home design decor pics up  as well, as soon as I get clearance.. So proud of my girl!!! More art, designs and online store to come soon…

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Dream Gig!!!

Would you say you are doing what you always dreamed you would? Are you in pursuit of it? Or are you doing something else to just get by? Sometimes we feel we have to give up on our dreams cause they are too far fetched…Or maybe we’ve never given it a full shot. What about you? What would you rather be doing? If you are doing your dream gig what it is?

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Tuesday…

What are you hoping for today?

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Reinalisa…

There is nothing better then having an amazing  creative visionary by your side. Not only is she an amazing mother to our boys, but an amazing artist!!! We’re on a mission. We’re working on some very cool stuff that maybe we’ll share with you all…We’ll think about it. We’re excited about this journey. Lots of spins and turns, brush strokes and tones. Stay tuned…Be on the look out…

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At Some Point…

At some point something just sparks. Something just takes off within you and there is no stopping. At some point destiny takes over and the things that you are meant for come together like the colors on a rubik’s cube. But the road to get there is often rough. Almost feels like we’ll never get there. People will tell you, you won’t make it. You start doubting your own path. But you have to see your way  through at all costs…Push on! See thru the adversity. Surround yourself with dreamers. Surround yourself with warriors. Surround yourself with true friends searching for the ONE and ONLY. When you do arrive, you will inspire others to pursue their journey. Our pursuit isn’t always about us, but of others…

What are you pushing towards?

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Vertigo…

So yesterday I took a stroll with the crew to get the kids out the house and get some fresh air. We spent the evening at Opry Mills. Closer towards the evening, out of nowhere I felt the whole place spin. Everytime I would look down to the ground I felt everything else around me spin. Every time I looked up towards the roof the room would spin. My heart started beating pretty fast and I got a little worried. The only way things remained stable was looking forward and walking forward.  The Vertigo just wouldn’t stop.

So we stopped so I can sit and drink something. I looked back at my whole day and all I had was a cup of coffee early in the morning and nothing else. I was supposed to be drinking water and juice but hadn’t. Worst thing to do is to start looking up symptoms on the internet…LOL…As soon as I got home  I hydrated myself as much as I could to make up for all the water I had deprived my body.

So then I thought of life. There is something we all need on a daily basis. Something our souls thirst for. From time to time we don’t hydrate it with the right “nutrients and liquids”. Sooner or later your life will be in some sort of Vertigo. And it all makes sense. When we look forward and continue walking things are ok. But when our spiritual body is not hydrated, it can’t make the right decisions. So looking opposite of where we should be looking will result in your world spinning in circles.

I am still feeling a little oozy today. But the liquids are pouring in my glass and I am making sure I get all I need and hopefully make up for yesterday.  Vertigo…just from one day of  having lacked H2O. I can’t imagine a whole life without it…It would probably be like a constant roller coaster that never stops. dang!

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Connect…

When you least expect it, he shows up. He shows up as an opportunity, as a choice, as a person, as a situation, as a___________. And If our hearts are in the wrong place, we just might miss out on it. Often times the people we least expected are the one’s that are destined to help you step into your next season. Often times chaos is the only way we can focus on what matters most. Often times misfortunes are the moments that will mold you into the person you are now ready to become. Don’t look at your mishaps as a set back, but as a set up. A set up for something greater than you. Be wise, be sensitive, make the right decision and go… Pray for those people that will be placed in your path to lead you there. Pray for those moments that will build your character. Pray for those days where your faith will be worked on over drive. Pray for open eyes and a sincere heart…Pray for the strength and courage to take on the challenge..Pray that we can see what we’re supposed to.

” God always leads people thru people” -McManus

Thoughts?

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