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Writing a song…

So one of the reasons for being here in Nashville was to work on becoming a better song writer. I’ve never been musically trained. Nor do I have the best formula to write songs. I learned in the hood. From 18th place and Damen in Pilsen to the Southside of Chicago. I wrote down my thoughts, my everyday experiences. I listened and continue to listen to many artists, bands and composers. My greatest musical hero is Ruben Blades. He’s a story teller and puts music to his words. He is brilliant in how he communicates thru the art of music.

I grew up listening to Depeche Mode, U2, the Doors, and many latin artists. One day I decided I’d give it a shot and I would write a song. Whether it was a good song or not, I wrote what I called my first song. I picked up and old guitar figured out how to play it and bam!! There was no stopping me after that. Since then I’ve been writing. Trying to get better, trying to learn better ways to communicate what’s going on in head in beating fast in my heart. I don’t know too many songwriters here in Nashville yet, but I am hoping to eventually collaborate with some artists and hope they will invite me into their world of song writing. I have lots to learn so I have my pencil and notebook ready to write and begin.

HERE is some of the stuff I’ve written. Take a look around, listen and let me know what you think. I’ve got tons and tons of ideas and songs ready to be crafted and produced.  Any song writers out there wanna hang and write? Hit me up on facebook or follow me on twitter and drop me a line.

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As a songwriter, if you can touch people and make them feel a little less alone in the world, then you’ve done your job.
Tom Cochrane

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Cinco…

Today is our 5-yr anniversary!!! We’ve been dating since we were teenagers…Now we have a son named Diego Alexander and are expecting our second son Zion Max in about 3 weeks. It’s been quite an adventure and journey, and I look forward to many more with you… Love you Reinalisa!!! “WoW, five yrs babe!!! Who would’ve thought…LOL!!!
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and so it continues…
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Art on my Arm…

If all goes as planned(I hope!!!) this Thursday evening I will start the process of finally getting inked. From what I hear it will be painful, and will have to do it in a few sessions. The Santoyo’s will be filming the whole thing. So stay tuned to watch me get Art on my Arm.
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30…

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So today I said farewell to my 20’s.  I am not sure what it is supposed to be like? What I am supposed to feel, but everyone sounds horrified when I say I am now 30yrs old. It was cool when someone guessed that I was 25 yrs old while performing at Sonfest. LOL. So far the thought of being 30yrs old(has a weird ring to it) feels great! God has blessed me with 30yrs of life. A great family and cool friends.  I will never be in my 20’s again and I think that’s great. I am not who I used to be anymore and I think that is great. I will never forget the bitter and sweet memories, they refined who I once was and took part in building the man I am today. I don’t have it all together, nor am I in the place I know I should be, but you better believe I am on my way. I feel so freakn honored that God would take a flawed, dysfunctional dude like me and use me to do some pretty amazing things!!!

Looking back at 30yrs of life…To all those who have been by my side, I am forever grateful. To all those who challenged me, THANKS!!!! To my pastor/friend/boss… Trav, dude…this is all insane!! World domination! I never thought I’d be a leader of tribes…I’m ready to put more on the line. To all those who have believed in me, hope you guys are proud, To all those who said I would never succeed, I would’ve never made it here without you guys, To all those who betrayed me, life happens and I forgive you. To all those who have loved me, I love you too. To all the heart-aches, I now appreciate what Love is. To all those who have mentored, educated, guided me through some of Life’s trials and obstacles, Words are not enough to express my gratitude. My my wife and kids, I can not picture my life without you!!! Life is only gonna get better! I love you so much!!! To my LPC fam, you guys are awesome for embracing the city kid and making me your own. To PCL and Cambodia for opening my eyes and ears and inspiring me as a human being. To all the musicians that took time to give me some musical tips back in the day, thanks. To Javi for showing me my first steps to drumming, you created a monster! To my lil bro! I knew you’d be great! To the “2nd hello”, for inspiring me. To mom and pops for not giving up. This list can go on and on and on…

To GOD for being my friend, and making me, and writing the coolest story ever…So what’s next? I am ready!  All in All, I am just so blessed and grateful for the life I’ve had so far…Have any memories? share them here. Peace

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I am so freakn motivated!!!

So i am here sitting inside this medal booth, sippin on some cafe con leche y vañilla.  I can’t stress enough how motivated, ecstatic and passionate I am in this stage of my life. Is everything perfect in my life? HECK-EEE NAW MAN!!!! Things have been tougher then ever, but God watches over his children and life right now is THEEEE BEZT. I love my wife like never before!!! Can’t wait to make more babies with her!!!! YEAH!!!!—- I love my son like never before. I love the 2nd baby on the way without even meeting him or her yet!!! I love my nephew as if he were my son!!! I look forward to this journey as a family and my days off where I can venture off with them, vacation, and make some amazing memories!!!
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To think that this album “anthems for a broken world” is gonna be part of a bigger cause and build a village across the globe for families I don’t even know!!!! Moves me!!! To know we are giving 100% of this project to missions! moves me!  To know I am doing this with my little bro is freakn awesome!!! To know that one day this cd will be sitting on my table and I can tell all my kids and their kids, “do you know what that album did?…..)

I am so excited to see that I am being crushed and rebuilt to lead as I have been intended to as a follower of Christ!!! I am being challenged, stretched and refined by his mercy, his love and his grace.

To think I am part of one of the most amazing church movements in the country motivates me to motivate others on this journey! To know that I am working with one of the  greatest Visionaries, friend, God fearing dude and “biff” look alike, is the coolest thing ever!!! Hope it keeps going!!!

The thought of one day leading an arts community motivates me to grow, grow and grow!!! Read Read Read!!! Act Act Act, perform peform perform, speak speak speak

To know the people at LPC are growing spiritually like never before, even in a times like these. Thats motivating.

With all that being said and done, I am thankful for eternal life!

To know that times may get tougher, storms may arise,currents may be stronger,  but we shall over come, in the name of the one who made us. See yah in a bit.

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Mi Vida en color…

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I can’t help to wonder how my life will change this year. The Anthems Project can very well push it over the edge into a place only God has seen and knew about before he designed me. I am not going to lie to you, I am a bit afraid. Maybe its too much to try and compare how I feel right now to what maybe Moses felt when he was called to lead the people out. You dream, hope and ask God to use you for something greater, and when he does we’re like, “Oh Crap”! How will we pull this off? Just the thought of our music helping the world and making a social impact on so many levels is flooring. I am taking my family with me every step of the road, packed and on my back when I need to. My Wife, my son, and the little ones to come… I will lead them to the place I first saw in a dream many years ago. They will become a reflection of me as I work to be a reflection of God. I don’t know how long this journey will be, but we’re gonna make every resting point count. When we’re gone  1000’s will rise in the name of the one who sent us…It is what it is. There is no other way to define the great commission. Or is there? You gotta leave it all behind, risk it all, put it all on the line. Yeah, I guess I am feeling really inspired right now. Maybe I’ll grow a beard too. Or patches of a beard.

As I write I am listening to the song “Silas” which I tracked the main vocals for this morning. “Like a hopeless Rose, I wait here for you again…beside the open road….You’re gonna have to get the record to listen to the rest. All I can say is,  late in the midnight hour something happened and triggered something in the hearts of many and continues to…be well

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Anthems-phase 2

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It is 10:45 pm. We’re back in the studio, and making an amazing record. Stay tuned for updates.

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Goodbye…

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This will be my last blog of the year. 2008 totally flew by and I can’t believe its rapping up today. I’m sitting here at my desk reminiscing back at all the great times, rough times, amazing times, and challenging times this year brought. I am so thankful for everything and everyone that joined us on this 2008 journey. At the beginning of 2008 I had great expectations and sure enough the things that happened this year surpassed my expectations. I am trying to write down so much that happened this year but I’d be here all day doing so. All I can say is that I am grateful to God for his never changing love and mercy. I am thankful for my amazing wife and son Diego. I can’t wait to meet the new addition to the family. Reina and I faced some challenging moments this year, but we pressed forward and here we are. We had some of the greatest memories ever this year and we caught them on tape and in pictures. In 2008 i reconnected with some great friends…I am glad we crossed paths my friends! We lost some amazing friends on this 2008 journey, but we also gained so many more. To all those who remained by our side, we love you guys.

I don’t know what to expect in 2009. I think I will close my eyes and go and follow…Follow the dream…the passion…the love…of making a difference. Where that road leads…only God knows. In 4 days I venture off to Atlanta where we will keep working on the Anthems project for 2009. This project is going to be the launch pad and platform to so much more. It’s a good scary feeling. God calls us into a place where all we have is him. Our trust is in him. Our hands and feet are his. His eyes are our vision, his heart our dream. It’s not an easy road but one well worth the hike. There are alot of things stirring in my heart and I don’t know why…Soon enough I will share them. For now let’s take this journey together in 2009. Take pictures, enjoy the road ahead. Value everyone you run into. Go for it, give it all and live to the fullest. Say hello. Reach out. Go for what “seems” impossible. Give passion your full attention. I love what Erwin McManus says, “when you are passionate about God, you can trust your passions”. Hold on tight , it’s gonna be quite a ride.

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I remember…

Summer afternoons in Pilsen, showering in the hydrant. I remember playing football with 20+ friends at the park till the park lights shut off. I remember eating spam and eggs for breakfast, vienna sausages for lunch, enchiladas for dinner. I remember getting a tiny metal car for Christmas. I remember wondering if my dreams would ever come true. I remember taking a train and a bus to school in the Chicago blizzards. I remember waiting for my Dad to come home from a long days work. I remember getting my first drum set. I remember praying that my Dad would make it through the night and live. I remember asking Reina to marry me. I remember not having a drop of milk in the fridge.I remember block parties, birthdays, weddings and family reunions with my Dad and Uncles serenading us. I remember getting into a car accident with Reina 2 weeks after being married. I remember traveling to Argentina with Reina. I remember performing in Germany. I remember when I met Diego for the first time. I remember thinking it was the end of what could’ve been my musical career. I remember packing our stuff and heading South. I remember writing “butterfly”. In the midst of it all I remember how Faithful God has been through it all and continues to be…What do you remember?

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Recap with the Santoyo's…

From moving to a new place, to almost getting hit with a hurricane, it’s been an exciting time. Life is great, the ups, the downs, the turn arounds. Regardless of yesterday, today and tomorrow, God is faithful and good. Thanks for joining us again. Show some love if you enjoy watching the Santoyo channel.

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